Not sure when but I know I will

NayamRyadd · Rookie Age: 16 Joined: 27 Jun 2007 Posts: 4

I've been thinking about suicide for a couple months now. I hate my life. I hate being around people. i'm not good at making friends. After school i just go to my room and just listen to music or watch tv. I dont like going out. I feel like they just judge me everytime i step out of the house. I have no one i can tell what goes on inside my head. I feel lonely. Ugly. Fat. And i hate everything my life has become.
I dont know exactly when i will committ suicide. But I know i will. I cant stand this life. I'd rather be dead. And I know no one can understand how i feel and what i've been through but i just had to tell somoeone.

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

If you want to tell someone about it, deep down you don't want to die.

I did what! At The Disco · Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 1:01 am Post subject:

People are more resiliant than they give themselves credit for. If you wanted to die you would. You were given life make the best out of it. There are people who have absolutley nothing and they can still manage to be happy. You're 14, every day when you wake up you will always have the rest of your life. Find someone, anyone to talk to. It can even be a pet.

death_bunny510 · Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 6:42 pm Post subject:

u dont really want to die,depression is a searious illness and u need help tell ur parents trust me they will make everything better I attempted suicide cause this boy I loved died and I just ended up with more problems than answers but now im fine and u will be ok to.

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

Its funny how often people mistake depression for natural human sadness since they brought the check list in.

Nayam, to be honest it sounds like you've got teen angst. You worry about how people see you so much that you would rather die than be unpopuler?

If you really need to tell people whats going on inside your skull tell us. we're the best friends you'll ever have and we wouln't tell anyone you know about your secrets.

Four years ago you were ten, a little kid and in four years time you'll be eighteen, unless you though your life away because of something that with a little perspective you can see is nothing.

Tamonten · Posted: Sat Jun 30, 2007 8:15 pm Post subject:

The fact that you've bothered to make an account on a forum that has no significance to you whatsoever, and then to write a post over 150 words long to thousands of potential readers simply proves you won't do it.