Some shitty luck here as of late...

Sven

Well it all started about 2 months ago... I fell for a girl I was rehearsing with, whom was in a long term relationship with someone else (this is like the 5th fucking time this has happened to me)... To make it more confusing, she really liked me as well. So I figured I'd just go with it, and next thing I know we're pretty much dating. Then the boyfriend finds out about us kindda dating, and comes with us to a movie, and I had to fucking sit there watching them make out for like 4 fucking hours. I went to go talk to her the next day and just told her that I couldn't take it anymore, and that ended that. She still wanted to be friends, which was hard for me, but somehow we're like best friends now... Right after I 'break up' with her, my best friend dies. Naturally, this combination of circumstance pissed me off. Anyway, I dealt with it and moved on.

Now 3 days ago I crash my brand fucking new truck (taking the power out for an hour lol) into a power pole, the same one my friend hit a month ago lol. On top of this being really fucking embarrassing, my insurance rates have now tripled, and my truck is totaled :'(

So now I'm in a pile of horse shit, and there ain't nothing I can do about out. Now the depressing part is that I'm falling for the girl all over again, and I can't avoid seeing her.

Anyway, just needed to get that out... Pardon my French in here earlier... All I can do now is sit here and try not to turn emo lol.