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reZident_wyNer · Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 11:24 am Post subject: knOckiNg..

hEllo.. iM new hEre.. hehe.. i hoPe im welCome.. i prefer not to say my real name.. just call me 'wyner' if you want to.. im 18 now.. already in college, taking up nursing somwhere in phil..

i feel so stupid now.im confused.i let myself fall in love, but its a mistake.i dont know if i should go away and stop this stupidness or continue, do the same things and fool myself. im sick of pretending.. for how many times ive been wanting to burst it out.. but if i do, (i think) evrything would stop. and live me in misery.
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Flaming_Oleander · Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 9:12 pm Post subject:

Hey Wyner! Welcome to the site. Btw, is that just some name you made up or is it your way of spelling "winner" or "whiner"?

Anyways, as for your love problem.

Well, does he have a girlfriend? Admitting my feelings for my best friend didn't wreck anything at all. If he's truely your friend he'll understand. And if he's single, who says he doesn't like you back? There's a chance he may have thought of it before. Even if you keep it from him, I believe if you really love someone that much...it'll show. It's your choice though. I say you might as well go for it, or you might regret it later. You know, those "What if I had told him? Maybe he would've returned my feelings..." things.

reZident_wyNer · Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 6:49 am Post subject: i need help..

hey.. thanks for the advice.. can i ask more advices? i mean, its still about my best friend. he acts kind of wierd lately.

i have to state 2 happenings that made me say he acts weird.

1 night, we stayed overnight at a beach resort. there were 8 of us. we enjoyed, had fun.. and evrything else.. we drank, smoked all night.. until..my best friend got drunk.. to a point when he already feels like vomiting. i sat around at a corner, alone. he came to me, and sat real close. then he placed my arm around his shoulder. then he kept on doing sweet things on me, like brush my hair, touch my lips and hug me tight. really really tight.. he kissed me on the cheek then he told me that i will never leave him.. even though he cant make it to the next semester, were still going to be best friends. i answered back that i will do everything not to leave him. i didnt promise, cause i never believe in promises. he asked for my kiss, gave one on his cheek. then.. he continued to hug me tight, still kissing my cheeks.

the nex happening.

see, me and my friends have slept in their house for about 2 nights. the first night, there were 5 of us. we slept together in 1 bed. and its already normal for me and my best friend to sleep together whenver we stay overnight at someone's place or somewhere. he wasnt doing anything. because he was having a migraine.

the next night, there were only for us, i went home first before going back to their place. and on the jeepney, he was holding my hand..if you were one of the passengers, you sould really think that were ona relationship. his brother and one of our friend was asleep on the jeepney. when his bro woke up, and looked for him, he immediately hid our hand. he placed it in his stomach. ( hehe.. secretive..)
then when we were already going to sleep, he was teasing me in order for me to pinch his nose. after pinching he never let go of my hand. he kept on teasing ang teasing me. he placed my other arm around his shoulder then his arm on my waist. he kept on brushing my hair.. ( the way you act for someone you really care) then we were getting closer and closer. until we were already face to face. his lips was already on my cheek. but he ddint kiss me there, he kissed on my forehead instead. and i never closed my eyes that night for i was holding on at that moment, wishing that it would nevr end. he was looking at me. staring deep into my eyes. i wasnt looking back thats why he asked me whre am i looking.. hehe.. i was looking somewhere, not on him. we slept while holding hands. and still so close together.

hmm... can i ask your opinion about this situations.. i mean, if we are with other friends, he doesnt do this things. he wasnt drunk on the second night. our other friend was the one whose drunk.

about the 'wyner' thing.. hehe.. just made this one up.. to be unique..

Flaming_Oleander · Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 5:58 am Post subject:

Hm, it seems to me that he really does seem to care for you...A LOT. Wow, what a lucky girl you are! I'd be really shocked if he didn't return your feelings. I'd say your chances are pretty damn good!

reZident_wyNer · Posted: Tue Oct 31, 2006 12:53 am Post subject:

wooaaahh... Smile

thanks a lot.. really. Smile

ive been wishing and hoping that we'd end up being more than just friends.. Smile