shu-jin
anime
Age: 21
Joined: 21 Apr 2006
Posts: 3
Location: Japan/florida
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 Posted: Sun Jul 20, 2008 7:48 pm Post subject: this is kinda long but i really need help plz.... |
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ok so now i've known thsi girl for ever since we were kids.
and we were like best friends back then, but this was only when i was in the 4th grade, then i had to move to japan for 4yrs, and then i came back to visit
her, and when we finally got to see eachother again we got into a relationship, for a couple weeks or so
but then i moved again to Florida, for another 4yrs
and now im back visiting her again after 4rs, i knew she wanted to see me again becuz she email me one day and told me she wanted to see me again and that she missed me and all this other stuff.
but when the day came to where we hungout we were kinda shy to talk to eachother, so i decided to take her so starbucks to get something, and we talked about how we've been over the past 100yrs.
and stuff like that.
but the problem is i had a girfriend how i was about to break up with, and i was telling her about why i wanted to break up with her,
then she started telling me about her wanting to break up with her boyfriend also, and she seemed pretty serious about it, and i trusted her when she told me every bad then about him.
so seem pretty scared though, so i told her its really nothing to worry about, and that if something happens she can come to me when ever she needed me.
i was for her.
but later that day i thought we were becoming close again, and she kept telling me she didnt want her boyfriend to know about me and her hanging out, and she had told me that the only thing we could do was kiss and hold hands and stuff like that.
we stayed up all night talking about her problems with her boyfriend, and i told her to leave him.
she said she was kinda planning on it anyway, cause she was tired of him.
thats when i thought things were starting to change now, and she might wanna be with me again,
so way early in the morning we were still up, and she told me to lay down next to her so i did, i got under the covers and everything, and we held eachother, then we randomly had sex,
then the next day, things were going kind of ok i guess, so i took her to the park near her house and told her how i felt about her, and how much i wished i'd never left in the first place, and she put her hand on my shoulder showing me that she understood how i felt and that she felt the same why.
i wanted to tell her i loved her but i didnt wanna sound like a retard if she didnt say it back, so i left it at that.
then i took her home and then went back to my place.
later that night i text her to see how she was doing, then in the text message she sent me said
( have we ever said i love you yet to eachother?)
after that i was really shocked cause i was thinking the same thing earlier at the park.
then i told her i wanted to say it, but i didnt wanna sound dumb for saying it.
then i started to talk about when she was going to break up with her boyfriend and she told me she still kinda needed more time for that, and she wasnt too sure if she wanted to leave him or not now.
so we kinda argued about it, and it really upset me,
and it really upset her also, but after we argued she told her boyfriend everything we did, and said she didnt wanna ever talk to me again.
and that her boyfriend was goign to break up with her and she didnt want that to happen.
so we havent talk in several days now....
i dont know, what should i do? |
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