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ash072011
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 Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 12:52 pm Post subject: death and depression |
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| people dont have to reply to this but i just wanted to say that fro those of you who are thinking about killing yourself, dont. its serioulsy not worth it.. this sounds crazy but i have had many expirences with dying... yea that right i have died many times... not cause i wanted to or that i killed my self... i have a heart condition (im not gonna get in to it unless you msg me about it, it long story) and dying is seriously hell... the pain is worst than anything you could imagine... even if you cut yourself this would scray the crap out of you... and think about all the people around you... you think no one cares... but there is always at least one person that does.. you just dont know it... i have died many times in the hospital and scaried everyone around me... heck i died once in WalMart... Death is scary and its not fun.. so please dont kill your selves... Sadly i have gotten used to it... yes i am depressed to and recently i tried to just stay dead but my mother saved me... but when i came back the fear and pain i saw in her eyes i could never do it to her again (on purpose) so i got some help with the depression.. it really has helped... but i still do die, i have no control over that... but still my point is death really isnt the anwser.. so please, PLEASE dont do it! |
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Chleo
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| Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 2:08 pm Post subject: |
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OMG!!
You make me want to cry.
Death isn't the answer but come on you must know why they want to kill themselves.
They don't just want to die because no one cares but to get rid of things they did bad or feelings inside them.
I am soo depressed and lonely.
I feel like I'm nothin and worthless. |
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ash072011
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| Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 5:47 pm Post subject: |
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| oh trust me i completely understand... now im just so ready to end it so i dont have to deal with the sh!t in my life anymore.. but i cant do that to my father... i have been told im soo fukced up thats its not even funny... i miss weeks and weeks of school... im turning into my mother now... (extremly bad thing now) i am doing everything i can to get up and live a life... and not being like the whore of a mother i have... yea my friends make me happy but they cant help when im in class thinking... im seriously scared of myself now... anytime i think i start feeling bad... so bad i have to go home and go to bed (like my mother did for 2 years before she left us) i really just want to run away from things... but i really need my friends and boyfriend they are the only things that keeps me occupied and make me not think... so i seriously dont know what to do anymore... now the doctors want to put me in the hospital... great |
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Chleo
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| Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 1:26 pm Post subject: |
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I hate hospitals.
I don't like doctors.
My Mom is going to take me to the doctor Cause I sleep early but I wake up really late and my lips are white. I'm having headaches all the time. Oh yeah! I'm losing hair little by little. I don't want to grow bold. I don't have cancer, it's just I don't have enough vitamins.
I'm really weak.I think I need to take vitamins.
Your Mom left u, why? |
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ash072011
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| Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 6:03 pm Post subject: |
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because she is a whore... (seriously) she was having an affair for about a month before she left us.. she is still seeing the guy while still married to my father.. they are getting a divorce soon tho.. she has been lying to me for years and i have been pretending to be happy and lying to her by telling her what she wants to hear.. tho since she is gone now i could care less.. like yesterday she came over and we screamed at each other for about 2 hours.. so i blew up in her face.. she almost caused me to kill her and myself.. because she threathened to kill my father right in front of my... she is frickin crazy..
but yea.. the vitamins are a good idea.. that would really help you.. i was doing the same thing too.. and i have to eat more and take daily vitamins .. and its helping.. at least now i look fairly healthy.. so the vitamins should help. |
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Tamonten
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| Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 9:40 pm Post subject: |
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So lemme get this straight.
You don't plan to kill yourself anymore? |
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alx
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*Runs to get noob shears*
I'm coming tamo! |
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Chleo
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| Posted: Thu Aug 30, 2007 11:47 am Post subject: |
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| ash072011 wrote: | because she is a whore... (seriously) she was having an affair for about a month before she left us.. she is still seeing the guy while still married to my father.. they are getting a divorce soon tho.. she has been lying to me for years and i have been pretending to be happy and lying to her by telling her what she wants to hear.. tho since she is gone now i could care less.. like yesterday she came over and we screamed at each other for about 2 hours.. so i blew up in her face.. she almost caused me to kill her and myself.. because she threathened to kill my father right in front of my... she is frickin crazy..
but yea.. the vitamins are a good idea.. that would really help you.. i was doing the same thing too.. and i have to eat more and take daily vitamins .. and its helping.. at least now i look fairly healthy.. so the vitamins should help. |
Ugh! I hate people who chaet on their husbands or wives!
My Mom saw my dad flirting with a hooker.
Mom was pissed and started to annoy Dad.
Serves him right.
I don't care about my Father.
I'll be happy when I get older and have my own apartment.
I don't want to be w/ him.
I'm happy and glad you're getting healthy. 
Vitamins does work, I feel better and stronger. |
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