this summer i'm going to kill myself,

DiPants

i'm planning on it.
this year, in january i had planned to, but my oportunity was lost = the right tools were taken from me.

i continue to cut, and i cannot seem to stop. my parents are becoming even more hell to be around. i have been diagnosed with severe depression, but have yet to get any meds.

i lay around in bed and do nothing ever...this usmmer i have tons of ap homework, but i lay around and think. then at night i cannot sleep. i think sit and just cry my eyes out. when i do sleep, i usually don't remember my dreams, but for the past week i have had horrible nightmares.
during the day i just drift off and "see" myselfing downing pills. shooting myself, etc...

i really think i'm goign to do it this time.

Guest · Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2007 4:53 am Post subject:

At the very least, please just call a suicide hot line in your area. There's 1-800-784-2433. They should listen to you and help you through it. No one here is really qualified to help you. Please get help.

krzykool182 · Regular Age: 16 Joined: 21 Apr 2007 Posts: 135

not to be acting like i know you or anything...but, don't...just don't.please.

Seaman · Rookie Age: 18 Joined: 04 Jul 2007 Posts: 1

are you a fucking idiot? why the hell would you kill yourself?
i am not trying to be mean or anything but damn
do you really want to be that selfish?

anybody can tell you all day long "please dont do it"
but its not like you are going to listen
think about it from your parents view, or your friends
do you really want to hurt them?

i dont know anythin about you or your situation, but i can tell you it really isnt worth it. i have been depressed, i have wanted to do it. but i am still here.

and if you are deadset on doing it, than fuck you.
you obviously dont care about anyon you know

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

Shut your pie hole noob.

Theres a point were even the guilt of making people you love sad is outweighed by your desire to end it all.

Its at that point were stupid comments like yours make no differnce.
Shes already gone though that a thousand times in her head before she got to this point.

Now telling her how selfish she is isn't helping one jot, but maby telling her all she has to live for will.

DI you have the world to live for, things will change!
At the moment you have a huge chemical Imbalance, which makes everything worce.

Ride out the storm, there will be a silver lining.

Judging by the date of your last post i'd say you've left the wrd but if your still comming on and reading you can always find my email if you want to talk.

Trust me, i'm the ALX

XD-bear · Posted: Thu Jul 12, 2007 3:00 am Post subject:

alx is right!
youll miss out on so many of lifes pleasures
life is always going to be hard but there are always reasons to fight and be strong!
youre a fantastic artist
draw strength and happiness from that!
you realy do have so much to live for!
your family mean well they just dont understand how youre feeling!
talk to them about getting meds and see if theres anything youre parents can do.

EhhHMoLEEe · Member Age: 18 Joined: 10 Jul 2007 Posts: 40

Dude I agree with Seaman.

People who do that crave love and attention.
I would know I've been there and tried to kill myself.

It's selfish and stupid and like I said,

All you want is attention. You have so much more to live for than you can see where you are at now.

XD-bear · Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2007 6:21 pm Post subject:

shut the f up you stupid loser!
she really doesnt need your crap right now... you nor i can understand what shes going through

what she needs is support not ridicule
so stop making things worse

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

Even if its a lie, we've given up, what 2/3 mins if its not a lie you could save a life.

Why don't people get this.

As for attention, why not jump of a bridge insted. Posting on a random forum isn't exactly hardcore attention seaking is it.

EhhHMoLEEe · Member Age: 18 Joined: 10 Jul 2007 Posts: 40

Uh... I did the same thing. I wanted more people to care about me so that when I was dead more people would feel bad.

So, yes. This is for attention.

Some people need tough love.

When people see it from other people's eyes they realize how pointless it is and see the motives they had that they couldn't see.

That's why I said that.

kimbeefriedchicken · Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2007 5:44 am Post subject:

please don't. i though about it once. then i realised that it's not worth it. please get help.

Tamonten · Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2007 8:24 am Post subject:

DiPants stop posting on this forum months ago.

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alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

One more post tamo.

EhhHMoLEEe · Member Age: 18 Joined: 10 Jul 2007 Posts: 40

i WAS when i was DEPRESSED.

People kill themselves to make people care DUHH!

XD-bear · Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2007 11:25 pm Post subject:

thats not the only reason you stupid twit.

not everyone is the same
people differ
just because youre an attention seeking tough loving narrow minded shrew doesnt mean everyone thinks the same as you do