Cheating when in a relationship(Long)

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

"I love you".

Or you could just ask him out.

Hopper17041993 · Regular Age: 45 Joined: 17 Mar 2007 Posts: 78

knowing he'd reject me, or at least reject me but secretly have feelings for me and not admit them because he thinks he will end up "hurting me" I know that he's a cassanova, I know he can't help but spread himself around but I know I would be there for him, always. He said that he felt as if he'd known me his whole life when we'd known each other for three weeks. He stopped me self hamring, he was my first and he also made me feel like I was worht something for the first time in my life. He knows all of this but...
Things are just so fucked up and I can't understand the best way to put them back to how they were! We still mates and everything but he doesn't talk to me like he used to, it feels as though we're drifting apart and its so difficult(god what a soppy git I am). I know the reason he wouldn't go out with me: he was frightened we were too close and he would hurt me, he says he hurts everybody in the end, but he ignored me for ages and I cried alot and yeah I started self harming again but now he's back i feel as though I have something to live for, I want to go in the R.A.F like him so I could be, possibly, with him and be with him forever. He's my best friend and I know I love him, I have loved others but not like this, I want to be with him for the rest of my life and he said the same about me but not to me, to my friend and I was near them when he did. I just wish I had a way to convince him I can deal with being hurt and that I don't care how many times he does hurt me, I will always love him. He just thinks I'm drunk or something when I do though! I was drunk the first time I said I loved him and so now its all fucked up and that:(
I'm stuck!

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

Well if you've not got the balls to ask him out or tell him how you feel theres not much you can do.

Hopper17041993 · Regular Age: 45 Joined: 17 Mar 2007 Posts: 78

I have got the balls to(not literally *ahem*) I just don't see how I can get him to undertsand without pissing him off!
I was sending a text to Sarah(my best friend) explaining all this coz she asked and conveniently, R is before S in the alphabet and i clicked one too soon and sent it to him!
He text back and said what are you talking about, reply in one text coz I'm trying to sleep and I tried to reply to explain that I'd sent it to the wrong person but my texts ran out when i sent the message that was suppost to go to Sarah!!!
he probably thinks I'm round the bend now!

alx · Wanker Age: 16 Joined: 05 Nov 2006 Posts: 3301

What exactly did the txt say?

And I would just ask him/tell him, but i've got balls (literaly *amen*)

Hopper17041993 · Regular Age: 45 Joined: 17 Mar 2007 Posts: 78

lmao indeed you have
i said : I trust .... hes like my best mate but since we fought he just seems to hate me, what do I do?

and he sed: what are you ona wbt? reply in 1 txt im trying to sleep

Darkfay7 · Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2007 11:24 am Post subject:

Thats how i was. When i was you age. Seriously things do change. Your going to find a guy you really like and cann't help but cry at the thought of him with someone else or leaving. Its hard to believe. I used to tell myself i wouldn't cry for a guy and no guy dare ever cheat on me. But man was i stupid when i was young.